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Uphill Battle

by Uphill Battle

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1.
Knocking at the door, built to keep you out Don't turn on the lights, because I can see fine I'll find my own way, without your guidance Roses that you brought, smell like death to me Smashing the windows to let your fresh air in, I'm on the floor gagging myself, to rid myself of anything you've said to me I'm on my own path so don't try and change me Skinning myself where you have touched me A misery list of billions of people lost and gone And you still try and inflict your beliefs upon me I've heard this all before and it's not going to change me I've heard all this before, with all it's contradictions
2.
Today is only temporary, but tomorrow will be the same I must force open my eyes to see the light at the end of the tunnel But the light has its way of sliding farther away I just joined the walking dead, just to walk this vicious circle Everyday retracing my steps, everyday erodes my soul Setting the metronome just below tolerance They beat the drum and we walk in place Burning these rags to keep me warm Leaving me naked and cold While the world spins faster Leaving me farther behind, trying to keep up Keeping contentment, just out of reach How could you want anything more? Joining the walking dead... I must force open my eyes to see the withering light
3.
Crumbled dreams sinking through the floor Falling through the cracks, dead rats are what we are Treading water in an ocean of blood Waiting, praying for this course to take its turn And the stench is spreading Sacrificing so much, only to be constricted in the end My dreams are floating farther away, as I slide back into my reflections I feel the walls closing in, my body ruptures under the pressure Painting the walls dark red What is happening? Destroying more than building Fighting a battle that we refuse to retreat We're not giving up It's happening again I just want it to be easy for you and me to be happy without lowering standards
4.
A familiar backdrop falls Over your blinded eyes Like a wrecking ball The repetition increases While our life moves on You march on Synchronized with the machine That uses you like fuel To move closer and closer We're caught like a lobster No way out now but back The bait has been taken Our fate is chosen My face is ripped off, we've already lost So salute the new god of greed Father's blood running down your face means nothing to you Now we are farther apart than we've ever been I hold your heart in my hand as you burn me I hold your heart in my hand as I sink in your waste Down to your heavenly hell, now you own me Drown in your heavenly hell Sinking dead weight Afraid to see what's happening right in front of your face It's already hit home It's already too late, embrace the demons with a new faith The choices are already pre-chosen, now play out the rule of your lust Desires Walk with the rest I found my RIPPED OFF FACE under your blind eyes As darkness carry on over your blind eyes
5.
We are all so sick, craving never stops, it's so disgusting... We've learned to accept, we've learned to achieve we've learned to inflict, this level of greed Impressions left so deep, far deeper than bone Cut pathologically where you cannot see (but you) don't even notice, consumed by desire Bloodlust divine, forever instilled The coldest shadow of apathy has salted the earth The coldest hand of apathy is tearing out the last sliver of hope There's a new price on life Hand clasped around your broken neck, still strangling while you're just trying to breathe Just one more breath of the precious air but you can't realize the horrible truth Trust betrayed again, there's a new price on life Kick me when I'm down, kick me when I'm down
6.
Memory 03:32
It was so beautiful Seeing through such innocent eyes It was us against them The pain was so alive Somewhere along the way I woke up in a puddle of blood Not being able to draw a straight line between these two points Biting into my arm Drinking blood of another kind To keep myself alive Clipped wings can only take me so far Now that I'm mortal What have I become Another memory left behind I let my shadow corner me Grasping for a breath of sweet air Like a fish out of water A million miles for the sea It seemed so important at the time But the ice melted when the heat turned on Another memory left behind
7.
The finger on the trigger could have slipped Nothing more than a simple mistake Nobody's listening to the invalidation of your solo I heard your insides hit the floor, but I could not see the blood Gazing down just to find a face looking back Staring at the sky every night, trying to count the stars I've been down curved paths and woven hearts And I've seen a house on the edge of the world Witness to the tears while the angels sang The final lullaby to the broken hearted Walked away with nothing but myself I've slept in puddles deeper than you All I can honestly say is the air never felt so good All you can hear is what you perceive Found myself behind the shadows of a doubt But I never expected any validation Walked away with nothing but myself Caught up in the moment of this total apprehension Searching for some solid ground To put to rest these trembling thoughts That reflect the angel's song
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Old 02:59
Responsibility sets in like the jaws of a snare Digging deep into my flesh Wrapped around my bones Serving as a ball and chain forever I'm so far-flung but still have the will to move on Passing all the things you gave up and left behind The shoe still fits but the laces are broken And the sole is getting thin from stepping twice as fast But I'm still in the same place I was before I entered This garden of grace last one to get off this bus to nowhere I've never felt so cold, the frost bite has killed part of me Slowly shaving the skin off my back With a dull razor called desire Waiting for freedom The weight of freedom drops in
9.
Playing Dead 02:13
Shoot me to the ground, then skin me alive Wear me so proudly after you mocked me I still have the scar where you cut me Don't act like something's changed between us (because it hasn't) I have not forgotten that your neck should be broken from the whiplash when you hit the stop sign Get down on your knees Now that you're behind me Roll over, play dead, and die...

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California's Uphill Battle storms heavy music's elite on their self-titled Relapse debut. Combining Discordance Axis' harsh take on grindcore, Marduk's speed and severity, and a vicious hardcore sense of tension akin to Converge, Uphill Battle's hectic riffing, strafing percussive assault and tortured vocals bleed conviction. Uphill Battle is one of the scene's brightest hopefuls.

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released May 28, 2002

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